teenage years

so basically in the past month i have changed my life.. I havent been on here very much but i will forsure keep you guys updated. So in january i got rid of my abusive asshole boyfriend  (now ex-boyfriend) and let me tell you.. that feels amazing. i thought i was sooooo inlove with him and wouldnt be able to live without him.. boy was i wrong!!!

okay so the past couple of weeks have been a huge change in my life.. in 2 weeks. i started school.. lots my boyfriend becuase hes a woman beating a.s.s.h.o..l..e.. and i have been working out at the gym every day.

the last couple of weeks my thoughts have been pondering and thinking of all the what ifs.. so here is my options so far. number one being i move to my boyfriends town 30 mins away and go to school that way i can be with him in my own apartment. and then do school that way.. but we have only been together a year and its been on the rocks most of the time. i love him sooo much and dont want to do my second option even though it would be in my best interest. the second option is to get a student loan and move to toronto. i was looking into some housing and its only like 700 a month for a 2 bedroom.. maybe he will move with me? who knows. we will have to see how everything pans out.. its hard becuase im going to be going to medical school to become a nurse. so its not like i can just up and leave my school if he decides its not what he wants. i also think its time to up and leave becuase i want my mom out of my life. she is nothing but a drunk anyways. i love her yes but she wont help herself and she is dragging me down. i have done all i can. i will keep in contact with my dad and stuff but thats about it. and my sister hehe.

I cant wait to finish and be done with school and bea nurse.. 1 more year and i will be making good money to be able to travel the world and help people!

i got a parcel sent from germany from my bestfriend! i opened it and she made me a dvd of the year we spent in canada together. i love her and miss her so much!!! what a good friend!